Word Vomit

It has just been brought to my attention that even though I am not in a relationship, I am still taken. Which I must agree, to an extent, I already knew this. Because before everything I do I consider how this other person would react, so essentially Iive my life for two, even though only one is present.

That is all...

thanosT81 (6:45:36 PM): i was sitting there at the computer, and all of a sudden my stomach felt queasy. and wouldn't you know it, i vomitted a word!
thanosT81 (6:45:45 PM): 8-)

Did you think on Dec. 7th when I wrote on Dec. 6th that this whole thing would end up being about you?

The road is long
And you are moving along just fine
But I have stopped to admire the flower
That just won't bloom

Someone told me this was their favorite photo at one time. Then, I was too busy worrying about how dumb I thought I looked, now I look at it and can only think of how happy he looked. I do wish things could go back to how they used to be. I do wish that we could all be happy. I do wish that I didn't feel like something/someone was missing. I wish you the best, I wish all of you the best!

It's never too late to tell someone you love them...

Well I guess I am overdue for an update. So, not much has really been going on. Just been doing a lot of thinking about things instead of writing them down. It's amazing how much music can relate to your life. I didn't always listen to the words in songs, I could sing the words, but I never really stopped to pay attention to what they were actually saying until recently in the scheme of life.

It's kind of dumb of me, because what is music anyways, but another form of expression, so it's only logical that they have meaning. Anyways, the point is, instead of writing stuff lately I have relied on music a lot to help me identify how I feel.

This past weekend was Halloween weekend and Homecoming weekend here at JMU. It had it's ups and downs. It wasn't as fun as I had anticipated, but you know, you make the best with what you got. Clint, Eddie, and Stever and his friend came down for Saturday. We had tailgated early in the day, didn't go to the football game though, didn't get tickets, we lost anyways. Then later we went to a couple of parties, which were for the most part bust.

Stephanie and I went to Chris's house for a party after all that and that turned my stressful night dealing with (fill in the blank) around and I was able to salvage the night.

Sunday, I didn't get much of anything accomplished that I wanted to for the day, but I did make lasagne for everyone, it was a hit. Later, Steph, Ann, Lori and myself had a dance party in my room. That was a blast and we weren't even drunk!!!

Went to classes on Monday then I went home Monday night. Ran into someone that I wasn't planning on seeing, but hoping that I would run into, funny how things work the way you hope sometimes. Well, not completely the way I wanted to work, but we hadn't talked in a while, so it was good to at least see them.

My parents didn't know I was coming home, so I went to my house to surprise them. Mom was at my cousin's house handing out candy to tricker treaters, so I went up there. Lots of cute little kids, especially my little cousins. Ryan, 2, was a train conductor and Madelynn, almost 3, was a 50's girl in a poodle skirt, ADORABLE!!!

So this week is half done, I have some plans for the weekend here and then it's home on Sunday to work and hopefully see some people.

I'll try to keep up with this better, MySpace seems to get the bulk of my time, I really need to get a life outside my apt. Anyways, take care everyone and thanks for reading, if you did! ;)