Word Vomit

People ask me all the time if I have a boyfriend and I say no, but then I talk about one person. They know I love him, I know I love him. They say to me, "So you would go back to him in a heartbeat?" Then I say, "Yes, in a heartbeat!" Then they say, "That's a beautiful thing." I'd like to think so.

So Monday I went to Six Flags with Mallory, Jenna, and their friend Kenny. I had never been there before that and I would have to say that I have mixed reviews about it. I liked a lot of the roller coasters that they had and their water park was pretty ok, but I did think that the park upkeep could have been a little tidier. Other than that, decent park. I did have a blast though with the people I went with.

Mallory is leaving for Florida tomorrow to go to school and I won't be able to see her for a long time, not that we spend that much time together now, but the closeness won't be there, like if I have a problem I can't drive down the road to Mal's house to talk about it. Jenna will still be around, she's supposed to come down to JMU some this year and visit, WEE HOO!!! We were dancing fools in the backseat of the car to and from the park. I have to say to the park I think I may still have been a little drunk from the night before. What can you do? And Kenny is a very fun guy to be around, not only is he nice to look at but he is pretty funny and makes really funny faces on roller coasters, thanks for being my riding buddy.

Yesterday, I hung out with Jason most of the day. He left this morning to go pick up the Races to April tour in North Carolina and I want to hang out with him some before he left. After we were done hanging out I went over to Suzanne's for a picnic. There was a lot of people there. Most that I usually see a good bit over summer, but this year have not seen hardly at all. Does one contribute that to growing up, god, I hope not. But it was very nice also, good food, good company, good chats, and some poker to boot. I didn't win, BTW.

So here I am today wasting away the day, getting ready to take a shower because I have to work at 3:00 and then I am going to Sweet Caroline's for Nick's comedy night tonight. Hope to see everyone there, the show starts at 9:00pm.

Take care.

I feel like I write the same stuff over and over here, which, you know, I probably do because it seems like the same stuff keeps happening.

So here's the weekend update...

Friday night I went to Mallory's house for her going away party. I left to to go downtown for a little bit with Jenn and I had planned on going back to Mal's, but I couldn't drive my car. So Kevin and Jeff were downtown and they took me with them to go to Denny's and then back to Kevin's house. Jenn was left in the good hands of Mr. Drew Allen and all was well except I felt really bad that I didn't make it back to Mallory's.

Yesterday I got up at like 11:00am, but didn't leave Kevin's house until around 2pm, I guess, then I came home and did mostly nothing until around 5:30pm.
I met Anthony and Jacob at Red Hot and Blue and we had dinner. Then we went down to Brewbaker's for a little bit. It was very enjoyable company. I haven't really spent quality time with either one of those guys in a long time, so it was really kind of like OLD times.

I left Brewbaker's and went to Rachael's brother's house for her "Not so surprise anymore" birthday. She turned 21 actually today, but we celebrated last night. I didn't stay too long, but I will go out with her tonight and we are hanging out some more before  I go back to school. I really miss those girls, I should be slapped for not spending more time with them.

So I left Rachael's and then met up with Jason at Denny's, that's right, Denny's again. Then we went to Wal-Mart and got some movies and went back to his house and watched Baseketball, a fine film from Matt Stone and Trey Parker.

I got home rather late, I woke up today at 11am again, and I have to work at 2pm, so in like an hour.

I guess it was a pretty good weekend, very lazy days and super packed nights. Why does everything have to happen at once, or maybe why can't I break from my usual routines to do new stuff? I dunno. Doesn't matter, I try to do it all and I guess I'm getting by with it. I only have like a week and a half left at home, so I have to try to take it all in.

I'm out for now though, I have to finish getting ready for work. Take care everyone!

ANGRY!!!! and that's it. I'm sure it will be short lived, but for now ANGRY!!!

I guess I have to have updates in order to have people leave new comments. I really get a lot from serious comments people make, so thanks for that. And the not so serious ones are good too for laughs, so thanks for that.

I finished up working at Gold's, filling in for Jenn anyways. I can sleep on a regular schedule again, no more getting up at 4 in the morning and then taking a mid afternoon nap. I also am done housesitting/babysitting for my cousins. It was a pretty laid back couple of days with them. I enjoyed their company for the most part. We went bowling on Monday night, that was the first time really that I got to take the girls somewhere and hang out. I guess I really haven't spent too much time with them in a while.

I don't have to work tomorrow either so that's good. I'm thinking about going to h-burg and painting my room tomorrow. As I feel right now though, it probably won't happen. Maybe I will wait until Saturday or something.

Things have been going ok for me recently. There's not too much to stress about, other than the stuff that I make myself stress about that I really don't need to stress, but I won't get into that and just leave it ambiguous, like the gay duo.

I don't know what I am getting into this weekend. Last weekend was pretty fun. I went to Herndon last Friday night with my cousin Susan and her bf's brother to visit her bf. We went out to this bar called Clyde's. We had a few drinks and hung out and the rest is history. Then Saturday night my aunt and uncle had their 60th birthday party. I was the official photographer. I took 3 rolls of film, I hope that I got some good shots. My main goal was to get at least everyone there in at least one shot.

So anyways, I guess I just have a lot of randomness in this blog entry as I am just sitting at Visuallink hanging out with Kevin and doing some "consultant" work. I really need business cards. I don't know for sure what I am getting into for the rest of tonight, but hopefully it's something worth while, or at least something fun.

I'm out for now... PEACE!

What is it they say about the things you love? I think it's something like, if in the morning you wake up and that's the first and only thing that you can think of, then it's supposed to be, or something like that. All I know is that, going by this, I might be in trouble.

I want the world through your eyes
I want to see how you see
I want to think how you think
I want to be as beautiful as you and not have a clue as to how beautiful I am
I want just one glimpse of what it would be like

So I'm at work this morning at Gold's Gym. I had to be here at 5am, so I got here at about 10 til. Well let's just say that I thought things were gonna go okay with opening by myself, but it didn't really work out that way. First, no one told me the code to the alarm system so I sat that off first thing. My heart was pounding out of my chest, my boss didn't answer the phone the first time I called, so I was really freaking out. It was so loud and I thought that the cops were gonna show up or something. Luckily my boss called back in the next minute and I shut off the alarm. Then I had to log onto the computers which no one bothered to tell me all the passwords, so I logged onto the wrong thing. I was logged in wrong for about an hour, when I was like, ok this definitely isn't right. I called to wake up Crystal, one of my co-workers, to help me log in right because I had already called my boss 4 times at 5 in the morning. Plus, I couldn't turn on all the tv's because the remote wouldn't work and I am afraid of heights so I wouldn't stand on a stool to turn them on, and the blender pitchers were all disassembled, so I had to figure out how to put those back toghether, which seems like an easy task, but believe me, it ended up being a nightmare.

Now things have calmed down, as I have a chance to write this, a nice boring blog entry. I won't be getting into feelings in this entry, but that entry should come later today. Hope everyone is doing well, a further update to come. Later.

This last week has been one of the best weeks I've had in a couple of months, gotta say I contribute most of that to one person.

I don't really know where to go from there, but I feel like I had the world this week. I hung out with nearly all of my friends and spent a lot of quality time with my best friend, it really doesn't get much better.

I guess also that I am starting to understand better about being selective about friends, it's still not something that I really do all that well because I like all the differences people bring to my life, but in the way of identity, if you need someone else to give you identity then it kind of matters about that person's identity for the purpose of how your own identity gets viewed and talked about. I don't even know why I am writing about that.

I've just been doing a lot of thinking lately about a whole lot of stuff and a whole lot of things that I want for my future. I think a lot of it might be daydreaming because some of it is out of my hands, otherwise, I'm pretty sure that I would have already grabbed the bull by it's horns, if you know what I'm saying.

Randomness:
A thought that's been running through my head: cars with bench seats